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Today I Am Going to Die: Choices in Life

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The Awakening Tetralogy - Book 1

Today I Am Going to Die: Choices in Life

We are all Spiritual beings on a human journey.

Rue has spent the past 85 years living what the world considers a ‘successful’ life. Despite having a family and an abundance of wealth and fame, Rue wakes up one morning hearing the voice of Bodhi, her Spirit Guide, showing her just how empty her life was.

In a world where the ‘Ego/Self’ is our loudest companion and primary Guide, follow Rue through her life as she finally Awakens and discovers the true Meaning of Life…on the Day She is Going to Die.

Today I Am Going to Die: Choices in Life is a spiritual novel following the two different paths available to you throughout life; the learned path of the Ego or the path of the eternal Spirit. This is book 1 in The Awakening Tetralogy aimed at sharing a message of unconditional love and hope in a world often consumed by fear, hate, and prejudice.

© 2022 Ken Luball (Audiobook): 9798985812886

Release date

Audiobook: 1 June 2022

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