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Toxic:: An Incomplete Memoir

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7H 36min
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Biographies

Toxic: An Incomplete Memoir invites readers into a candid exploration of one man's complex journey through life's turbulent relationships and personal trials. Written with unfiltered honesty, this memoir touches on the raw realities of love, loss, and self-discovery. Each chapter reflects on pivotal experiences that shaped him, offering insights into his search for purpose and meaning amid the ups and downs. Both relatable and thought-provoking, this memoir paints a portrait of resilience and self-reflection that will resonate with anyone navigating the challenges of finding their true self.

© 2025 Michael Rude (Audiobook): 9798318291906

Release date

Audiobook: 4 May 2025

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