The emotional damage caused by this book is just impossible to explain. Pierce Brown is toying with my heart like it’s nothing, breaking and than trying to repair the damage like it’s a little bittle game for him. Ah. I truly couldn’t believe what happened, and happened and happened this book is a never ending roller coaster and I feel like we didn’t make it up to the top yet, we are still climbing somehow. I don’t know what to say cause ending feel too too rushed like somehow it felt like “ok wrap it up guys we gotta go” kinda rush. So I couldn’t enjoy the ending, shocked but definitely didn’t get that full satisfaction. Still, this was so far out my comfort zone and I’m just so happy that I’m this far in. I wanna see what happens next but I definitely need a breather after this zone. ✨