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I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore: Restoring Your Identity Shattered by Grief and Loss

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6H 20min
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English
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Religion & Spirituality

Read by the author.

“There’s someone else.”

“We found something on the X-ray we didn’t expect.”

“We’ve eliminated your position.”

When our circumstances unravel, how do we hold on to truth, to hope, to who we’re meant to be? After Carole Holiday experienced a series of heartbreaking losses, she realized something else had slipped away: her identity. Grief had stolen her sense of self, leaving her feeling unmoored and empty. But it was not the end of her story.

Her debut book, I Don’t Know Who I Am Anymore,is for the wanderers, the waylaid, the wavering. The ones who feel weak and worthless. The ones who weep. This unique book artfully braids together Carole’s story, rich spiritual truths, and delicious recipes from a rose-covered cottage where she discovered the healing that can take place around the table.

Each chapter offers practical and spiritual companionship as you

• embrace the realities of sadness and faith, • reset your foundation in the image of God, • redirect doubts and despair toward a God-filled purpose, • realize how deep grief carves space for a deeper ability to love, and • reclaim your value, your identity, and your incredible worth.

I Don’t Know Who I Am Anymore is a guide through those moments when you wonder if the nightmare will ever end, a testament to the truth that God has good things in store for you, and a reminder that even your pain can be a beautiful part of who you are becoming.

Accompanying recipes are included in the audiobook companion PDF download.

© 2023 Thomas Nelson (Audiobook): 9781400239412

Release date

Audiobook: 19 September 2023

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