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The Shadow of Death: From My Battles in Fallujah to the Battle for My Soul

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5

Duration
7H 25min
Language
English
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Category

Teens & Young adult

When I returned home from my latest deployment in the U.S. Army, my life began to fall apart. One night, after heavy drinking, I placed my 1911 pistol in my mouth and thought a prayer—silence. I deactivated the safety and began to slowly squeeze the trigger. BANG! I dropped the pistol, and I looked around me, but there was no blood. The bang I heard was the Bible on my desk falling and hitting the floor. I fell to my knees and asked God for forgiveness. I surrendered to Jesus Christ and asked him to help me. He answered.

© 2022 Two Words Publishing, LLC (Audiobook): 9781666568578

Release date

Audiobook: August 3, 2022

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