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OH NO MEDIA

A true crime podcast that ventures into the darkest crimes with a wife who loves it and a husband who hates it.

Murder With My Husband

Trigger Warning: This Case Includes Children

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Case Sources:
HBO - There’s something wrong with Aunt Diane
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2009_Taconic_State_Parkway_crash
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mount_Pleasant,_New_York
https://allthatsinteresting.com/diane-schuler
https://www.nytimes.com/topic/person/diane-schuler
https://medium.com/murder-by-design/the-2009-taconic-state-parkway-crash-aunt-diane-was-drunk-and-high-649d38c732a
http://www.emtbravo.net/topic/1462-70-years-ago-to-the-day-in-ossining-ny/
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112. Diane Schuler - Taconic State Parkway Crash

In this episode, Payton and Garrett unravel the mysterious case of Mary Day, a teenage girl who vanished after an argument with her parents. As years pass with no sign of her, mounting evidence points to foul play, prompting investigators to seek answers. Just when the case seems headed for closure, a jaw-dropping discovery changes everything. Tune in for a story filled with twists, turns, and the unexpected.

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Case Sources:

CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/news/mary-day-suspected-murder-victim-back-dead-dna-48-hours/
USAToday.com - https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2017/06/26/missing-kids-many-runaways-some-baited-through-technology/103211338/
TheCinemaholic.com - https://thecinemaholic.com/who-are-morie-kimmel-and-monica-devereaux/
DailyMail.com - https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-8293805/New-photo-proves-woman-claiming-missing-girl-cops-believe-stepfather-killed-her.html
ParamountPressExpress.com - https://www.paramountpressexpress.com/cbs-news-and-stations/shows/48-hours/releases/?view=108980-detectives-believed-a-13-year-old-girl-who-vanished-from-her-california-home-in-1981-was-murdered-but-years-later-a-woman-turned-up-claiming-to-be-the
Heavy.com - https://heavy.com/news/2020/05/mary-day-disappearance/
SandhillsExpress.com - https://sandhillsexpress.com/cbs_national/could-suspected-murder-victim-back-from-the-dead-be-an-impostor-cbsid1325a8ac/

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246. What Happened to Mary Day?

In this episode, Payton and Garrett unravel the chilling case of Kate Waring — a compassionate spirit whose generosity ultimately led to her tragic demise.

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Case Sources -

Dateline Season 20 Episode 2 - https://www.peacocktv.com/watch/playback/vod/GMO_00000000387869_01/82599ef9-4771-3382-8605-4043e36d639b?orig_ref=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2F
Oxygen.com - https://www.oxygen.com/snapped-killer-couples/crime-news/who-killed-kate-waring-heather-kamp-found-guilty
Live5News.com - 
https://www.live5news.com/story/14363927/ethan-mack-court-kate-waring-murder/
ABCNews.com - https://abcnews4.com/archive/mack-expected-to-plead-we-will-provide-live-coverage
WisTV.com - https://www.wistv.com/story/13057077/suspect-in-kate-waring-murder-pleads-guilty-to-lesser-charges/
PostAndCourier.com - https://www.postandcourier.com/suspect-in-kate-waring-murder-pleads-guilty-details-victims-final-moments/article_8d83fda5-06b7-5726-bce0-d80bf91e6e11.html
CharlestonDaily.com - https://charlestondaily.net/charleston-sc-socialites-disappearance-ends-in-tragedy-story-of-kate-waring/
SportsKeeda.com - https://www.sportskeeda.com/pop-culture/dateline-secrets-uncovered-who-killed-kate-waring-why
HappyScribe.com - https://www.happyscribe.com/public/dateline-nbc/strangers-on-a-train
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247 - The Couple That Snapped - The Murder of Kate Waring

In this episode, Payton and Garrett explore the mysterious murder of Amy Allwine, uncovering a shocking tale of deception, hitman websites, and a staged crime scene that changed everything.

Newser.com - https://www.newser.com/story/254562/he-allegedly-went-from-ashley-madison-to-dark-web-to-murder.html
StarTribune.com - https://www.startribune.com/cottage-grove-man-killed-wife-after-failing-to-hire-assassin-prosecutor-says/470749333
CoinTelegraph.com - https://cointelegraph.com/news/bitcoin-ethical-hacking-leads-to-solving-fbi-murder-case
TheTimes.com - https://www.thetimes.com/culture/tv-radio/article/kill-list-review-fascinating-true-crime-without-the-grisly-leering-6rvtdvkwp
Metro.co.uk - https://metro.co.uk/2024/10/16/found-a-hitmans-kill-list-phoned-let-victims-know-late-21807287/
TwinCities.com - https://www.twincities.com/2018/01/31/amid-sensational-allegations-cottage-grove-man-convicted-of-wifes-2016-murder/
Fox9.com - https://www.fox9.com/news/convicted-dark-net-killer-claims-innocence-i-couldnt-have-done-it
Caselaw.findlaw.com - https://caselaw.findlaw.com/court/mn-supreme-court/114641490.html
CBSNews.com - 
https://www.cbsnews.com/minnesota/news/stephen-allwine-sentenced-to-life-in-prison/
RepublicanEagle.com - https://www.republicaneagle.com/news/public_safety/allwine-receives-life-sentence-for-killing-wife-staging-suicide/article_1add634a-beb8-56e3-8a33-25553937d603.html
The-Sun.com - https://www.the-sun.com/news/5593478/hitman-hire-website-murder-documentary/
SecurityNewspaper.com - https://www.securitynewspaper.com/2022/04/11/5-members-of-yura-a-murder-for-hire-operation-on-the-dark-web-are-arrested-platforms-such-as-besa-mafia-cosa-nostra-and-crimebay-shut-down/
Oxygen.com - https://www.oxygen.com/crime-time/trial-begins-former-preacher-hire-hit-man-stage-wifes-suicide
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248. The Dark Web Killer - The Murder of Amy Allwine

In this episode, Garrett and Payton dive into the infamous case of Kristin Smart, and how a podcast raised a cold case from the grave. 

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Case sources

CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/news/kristin-smart-verdict-paul-flores-guilty-48-hours/
NYTimes.com - https://www.nytimes.com/article/kristin-smart-case-timeline.html
KSBY.com - 
https://www.ksby.com/news/kristin-smart-case/witness-breaks-down-on-stand-during-kristin-smart-murder-trial
SantaMariaTimes.com - https://santamariatimes.com/news/local/crime-and-courts/unsealed-court-documents-reveal-search-warrant-details-in-kristin-smart-murder-case/article_60ae0c4c-5c8b-52a9-962e-7c25b3ef4160.html
LATimes.com - https://www.latimes.com/local/california/la-me-a-cold-case-a-haunting-mystery-20160907-snap-story.html
People.com - https://people.com/crime/kristin-smart-case-verdict/
FoxNews.com - https://www.foxnews.com/us/paul-flores-sentencing-kristin-smart-killing-delayed-several-months
NPR.org - https://www.npr.org/2023/03/10/1162789637/kristin-smart-murder-paul-flores-sentencing
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249. The Haunting Murder of Kristin Smart

In this episode, Payton and Garrett explore the unsettling case of Yancy Noll, a man tragically gunned down at a stoplight. Was it a spontaneous act of road rage or a calculated, cold-blooded murder?

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Case Sources:

CapitolHillSeattle.com- https://www.capitolhillseattle.com/2015/01/yancy-noll-killer-sentenced-to-29-years-in-prison/
CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/news/yancy-noll-murder-road-rage-turned-deadly-or-thrill-kill/
SeattlePI.com - https://www.seattlepi.com/seattlenews/article/Shooter-in-random-Seattle-murder-gets-29-years-5990912.php
KIRO7.com - https://www.kiro7.com/news/murder-suspect-i-shot-victim-self-defense/82074516/
CaseText.com - 
https://casetext.com/case/in-re-pers-restraint-of-bowman-1
Courts.WA.gov - https://www.courts.wa.gov/opinions/pdf/730690.pdf
ParamountExpress.com - https://www.paramountpressexpress.com/cbs-news-and-stations/shows/48-hours/releases/?view=45999-the-murder-of-a-seattle-wine-steward-driving-home-put-the-city-on-edge-was-it-road-rage-or-was-the-gunman-a-self-taught-killer-intent-on-finding-the-p
SPDBlotter.com - https://spdblotter.seattle.gov/2012/09/10/i-killed-yancy-noll-who-am-i/
Fox13Seattle.com - https://www.fox13seattle.com/news/man-found-guilty-of-2012-murder-juror-says-no-evidence-of-road-rage
LATimes.com - https://www.latimes.com/nation/la-xpm-2012-sep-24-la-na-nn-seattle-road-rage-20120924-story.html
ThePourFool.com - https://thepourfool.com/2021/08/09/the-murder-of-yancy-noll-a-sense-of-senselessness-nine-years-on/
MyNorthwest.com - https://mynorthwest.com/16786/prosecutor-says-defendant-was-on-a-murder-quest-in-yancy-noll-killing/

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250. The Stoplight Killer - The Murder of Yancy Noll

In this episode, Payton and Garrett explore the shocking murder of Kent Heitholt, a well-loved journalist killed outside his office. The case takes an unexpected turn when a local teen begins having vivid dreams revealing clues about the identity of the killer.

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Case Sources:
TheCinemaholic.com - https://thecinemaholic.com/kent-heitholt-murder-how-did-he-die-who-killed-him/
ColumbiaTribune.com -https://www.columbiatribune.com/story/news/local/2021/10/18/kent-heitholt-murdered-20-years-ago-tribune-investigation-trial/8450130002/
Komu.com - https://www.komu.com/news/midmissourinews/new-justice-group-seeks-information-in-2001-murder-of-kent-heitholt/article_f1641e56-6c42-11ee-9bd6-639340b49e98.html
FreeCharlesErickson.org - http://www.freecharleserickson.org/KentHeitholt.html
KMBC.com - 
https://www.kmbc.com/article/ryan-ferguson-thinks-he-knows-who-really-killed-kent-heitholt/3444678
EntertainmentNow.com - https://entertainmentnow.com/news/kent-heitholt-ryan-ferguson-accused-murdering/
Wikipedia.com - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ryan_W._Ferguson#:~:text=Charles%20Erickson%20received%20a%2025,of%20his%2025%2Dyear%20sentence.
CaseText.com - https://casetext.com/case/ferguson-v-state-338
ColumbianMissourian.com - https://www.columbiamissourian.com/opinion/local_columnists/erickson-ferguson-trial-still-disturbing-20-years-after-heitholt-murder/article_04c2f4f6-3e3f-11ec-bb82-8fcd153a1c45.html
ColumbiaHeartbeat.com - https://columbiaheartbeat.com/columbia-life/crime/705-121013
NYPost.com - 
https://nypost.com/2024/11/06/us-news/ryan-ferguson-receives-new-38m-payout-stemming-from-overturned-2005-wrongful-conviction/
Change.org - https://www.change.org/p/investigate-mike-boyd-for-the-murder-of-kent-heitholt-ab35bf3a-4fdb-45dd-8f86-d944ff9f3aa8
ABCNews.go.com - https://abcnews.go.com/US/murder-convict-freed-case-unravels/story?id=20207994
CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/pictures/kent-heitholt-murder-crime-scene-suspects/3/
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251. Jailed For A Dream - The Kent Heitholt Case

In this episode, Payton and Garrett explore the gripping case of Susan Kuhnhausen, a dedicated nurse who invested 17 years in her marriage, only to face a shocking betrayal.

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Case Sources: 
AdultFYI.com - https://www.adultfyi.com/fantasy-adult-video-guy-hatched-murder-plot/
BlurredBylines.com - https://blurredbylines.com/articles/susan-kuhnhausen-walters-survivor-hitman-portland/
KATU ABC - https://katu.com/news/local/woman-susan-walters-who-killed-hit-man-hired-by-husband-helping-victims-track-their-offenders
NBCNews.com - https://www.nbcnews.com/id/wbna16443209
The Associated Press - https://kpic.com/news/local/man-who-hired-hit-man-to-kill-wife-dies-in-prison
The Oregonian - https://www.oregonlive.com/breakingnews/2008/03/woman_who_strangles_attacker_w.html
https://www.oregonlive.com/portland/2008/09/man_convicted_of_hiring_hitman.htmlhttps://www.oregonlive.com/politics/2014/06/portlander_who_hired_hitman_to.html
https://www.oregonlive.com/portland/2014/04/woman_who_fatally_strangled_hi.html
True Crime Magazine - https://thecrimemag.com/susan-kuhnhausen/
The Seattle Times - https://www.seattletimes.com/seattle-news/police-say-portland-intruder-strangled-by-nurse-was-a-hit-man-1/
I Survived, Episode #502 - https://youtu.be/p7dpLmMg3tI
Nothing Personal: Murder for Hire, Episode #201 “Turnabout Is Fair Play” - https://tubitv.com/tv-shows/200066102/s02-e01-turnabout-is-fair-play

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252. The Hitman Survivor - Susan Kuhnhausen

In this episode, Payton unravels the chilling case of a Jane Doe murdered in a peaceful Florida town. As rumors of a serial killer spread, investigators piece together a shocking murder mystery you won’t believe.

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Case sources: 
NBCMiami.com - https://www.nbcmiami.com/news/local/2-arrested-in-love-triangle-murder-of-south-florida-woman/148945/
FoxCharleston.com - https://www.foxcharleston.com/friend-who-heard-murder-confession-thought-furniture-heiress-would-end-up-dead-in-love-triangle/
FoxNews.com - https://www.foxnews.com/us/friend-who-heard-murder-confession-thought-furniture-heiress-would-end-up-dead-love-triangle
Sportskeeda.com - https://www.sportskeeda.com/us/shows/5-chilling-details-aileen-seiden-s-murder
WCTV - https://www.wctv.tv/content/news/Franklin-County-authorities-identify-murder-victim-481062551.html
DailyMail.com - https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13977901/torture-murder-heiress-aileen-seiden-throuple-episode.html
NewsHerald.com - https://www.newsherald.com/story/news/crime/2018/04/28/friends-eastpoint-murder-victim-had-become-distant-sent-strange-messages/12368606007/
MyPanHandle.com - https://www.mypanhandle.com/news/local-news/franklin-county/second-person-found-guilty-in-franklin-county-murder-trial-has-been-sentenced/
ParamountExpress.com - https://www.paramountpressexpress.com/cbs-news-and-stations/shows/48-hours/releases/?view=110443-a-throuple-checks-into-a-motel-room-but-only-a-couple-walks-out
﻿CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/news/aileen-seiden-throuple-florida-murder-mystery-48-hours/
People.com - https://people.com/aileen-seiden-throuple-spiraled-out-control-young-woman-murder-8730493
Franklin County News - https://franklincounty.news/2024/06/07/araujo-sentenced-to-25-years/
Police1.com - https://www.police1.com/arrests-sentencing/watch-fla-officer-testifies-at-daughters-sentencing-for-murder-after-he-helped-coordinate-her-arrest
The Independent - https://www.the-independent.com/news/world/americas/crime/throuple-murder-aileen-seiden-documentary-b2633105.html
Tallahassee.com - https://www.tallahassee.com/story/news/local/2024/10/18/48-hours-to-report-on-brutal-murder-of-miami-woman-at-an-eastpoint-florida-motel-aileen-seiden/75733392007/'

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253. The Throuple Murder Mystery - Aileen Seiden

In this episode, Payton and Garrett explore the eerie case of Sheila Trott, who claimed to dream about her friend’s murder—only for the details to match reality. Was it a premonition or a confession?

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Case Sources:
CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/media/48-hours-sheila-trotts-letter-about-kelly-brennans-murder/
WESH.com - https://www.wesh.com/article/jury-finds-sheila-trott-guilty-of-first-degree-murder-in-slaying-of-kelly-brennan/4436576
WFTV.com - https://www.wftv.com/news/local/testimony-resumes-brevard-love-triangle-killing/107206266/
ABCNews.go.com - https://abcnews.go.com/US/mayors-wife-faces-trial-florida-love-triangle-slaying/story?id=25372739
MyNews13.com - https://mynews13.com/fl/orlando/news/2014/9/15/trott_murder_trial
Murderpedia.org - https://murderpedia.org/female.G/g/graham-trott-sheila.htm#google_vignette
FloridaToday.com - https://www.floridatoday.com/story/news/crime/2014/09/16/graham-trott-found-guilty-sentenced-to-life/15743869/
SA18.org - https://sa18.org/press/id/536
Legacy.com - https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/floridatoday/name/kelly-brennan-obituary?id=21925967
VeroNews.com - https://veronews.com/2018/10/18/love-triangle-convicted-killer-seeks-new-trial/

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254. The Woman Who Dreamed a Murder

In this episode, Payton and Garrett cover a murder case that was nearly covered up by the perfect storm.

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Case Sources:

CBSNews.com - https://www.cbsnews.com/news/48-hours-goes-inside-the-search-for-mom-who-vanished-ahead-of-hurricane-harvey/

InvestigationDiscovery.com - https://www.investigationdiscovery.com/crimefeed/murder/ex-husband-of-realtor-who-went-missing-before-hurricane-harvey-charged-with-murder

OutSmartMagazine.com - https://www.outsmartmagazine.com/2019/08/baytown-womans-murder-case-is-solved/

ChillingCrimes.com - https://www.chillingcrimes.com/blogs/news/crystal-mcdowell

Yahoo.com - https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/disappearance-crystal-mcdowell-happened-texas-135149079.html

ABC13.com - https://abc13.com/hurricane-harvey-baytown-realtor-crystal-mcdowell-chambers-county/5345919/

EntertainmentNow.com - https://entertainmentnow.com/news/crystall-mcdowell-kids-now-2020-update/

NBCNews.com - https://www.nbcnews.com/feature/missing-in-america/body-missing-texas-realtor-crystal-seratte-mcdowell-found-ex-husband-n800061

Mirror.co.uk - https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/us-news/deadly-hurricane-exposed-brutal-murder-33859812

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