Holy Disruptor: Shattering the Shiny Facade by Getting Louder with the Truth

Even if you've been silenced, you can find your God-given voice.

Overbearing leadership. Toxic environments. Unfair standards and unrealistic expectations. There are many ways that people abuse, manipulate, and silence others. The worst part is the abuser is often someone you love.

Amy Duggar King knows what it's like to be coerced and have her voice silenced. On TLC's hit reality show 19 Kids and Counting, Amy was branded "Crazy Cousin Amy"--an identity she didn't choose but was forced to live into. Her authentic voice was taken from her as she was told to put on a shiny, happy smile for the camera. The gaslighting continued as she was told off-camera, "You're too much" and "You're not enough."

But in the years since the Duggar family collapse, Amy has intentionally dissociated from the toxic family environment, which has helped her discover how to be a "holy disruptor" and make life-changing decisions for her well-being. In Holy Disruptor, Amy shares her unfiltered testimony of breaking free and describes how you can:

• Learn to trust your instincts • See clearly in a fog of lies • Unearth and use your authentic voice • Become a holy disruptor • Disrupt cycles of generational trauma in your family • Break free from toxic environments • Embrace freedom • Enhance your well-being • Live with passion and purpose

God loves you, and he's given you an authentic voice to use for his glory. No matter what you've been told or how you've been manipulated in the past, freedom is waiting for you today. It's time to use your voice.

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Release date

Audiobook: 14 October 2025